Friday, May 11, 2007

Im a Going All the Way...

So yesturday I was able to go to the usual meetings for the Way Fellowship Church Plant.

I haven't been in a long time... too long... but since there was a power outage at work I got the day off... Yay!

The meeting was crazy.

As John Bryant was talking I found myself looking at him differently.

Not a bad different... just... different.

I am really taking a step into my future.

As he talked about Abraham, Issac, and Jacob and plenty of other things.. such as how we will be blessed... and all that fun stuff... I looked at him with deep thought.

I found myself talking to God in my head the whole time.


Do we match up spiritually?
Am I really going to give up my full time job and work part time to dedicate the rest of my time to Gods ministry under this man?
Is he a good leader?

and many more questions....

I was kinda in a daze when I left the meeting.

I prayed about it all day yesturday while accompishing a lot of stuff for this Saturday....

The more I prayed about it the more I felt comfortable...

The answers were all yes...

I know I want to follow God and know God has told me to go with The Way... but now it comes down to really placing everything in Gods hand...

Placing everything in Gods hands is one thing...
but at the same time I know that God also wants to me to trust John. And I do completly... but it was hard enough giving control to God...

Arghhh...


Just my thoughts....

I am so excited at where I am in my life...

So remind me of that when I get upset... Haha...

1 comment:

Cyndi said...

I will remind you. I promise.

Tina, I am so eager to see what God will do in you and through you if you will continue to lay it all down for Him.

You have chosen the right thing.

=) Love, Cyndi